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16 February 2012 @ 09:29 pm
Title: Beach Music
Author: cloudlessclimes
Rated: NC-17
Pairing:Brendon Urie/Gerard Way
Disclaimer: This is purely a product of my diseased mind and has no bearing on reality what so ever, I own no one, I know no one.
Summary: Oh God. Ages ago I started writing Beach Music, the summary of which is: Brendon Urie is and has always been a girl. She meets Gerard Way. Things happen. And, well, I haven't abandoned it, exactly. Life, it gets in the way sometimes, you know? So, I seem to be feeling it again. I really want to finish this. I really, do.
ETA: Sorry I'm a moron and forgot to take the f-lock off! It should be public now!

one or two more times inside my head, and what's it stand for
 
 
Current Location: homity
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: girlshapedlovedrug-gomez
 
 
17 January 2012 @ 10:29 am
Title: Loose Like Dogs
Pairing: Patrick Stump/Michael Day
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Most days he's still Patrick Stump, three years from thirty and loving every second of it. And then there's days where he breaks out the red hoodies or the red sneakers or the red shirts and huddles in, awkward and young all over again, a teenager trapped inside an adult. Today. Today's that kind of day.


Loose Like Dogs
 
 
Title: Make a Caged Bird Sing
Fandom: Panic! At the Disco
Rating: R
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan, Ryan/Spencer, hints at future Ryan/Brendon/Spencer, Pete
Word Count: ~3900
Warnings: VAMPIRES, gore, violence, religious imagery, angst, death(permanant and for vampiric risings)of men, women, and children, biting, torture ala Angelus' making of Drusilla.
Author's Notes: This is a stand-alone story in a larger mental universe I'm building that is a Bandom/Buffyverse fusion. Buffyverse vampire rules apply! I did the best I could for the historical setting.
Thanks: ariadne83 and isweedan for the beta and handholdings!
Summary: In 10th century Ireland, Brendon is preparing to become a monk when two strangers arrive and shatter his world before changing him completely.

“My gorgeous little songbird, I'm going to enjoy eating you right up.”
 
 
*waves* It's been a long time, but hi! Here, have a new fic!

Title:We Are All Going Forward (None of Us Are Going Back)
Author: saramir & @AO3
Fandom/Pairing: Panic at the Disco, Brendon/Ryan
Word Count: 7600
Rating/Warnings: NC-17 (explicit sex)
Disclaimer: False. Black bear.
Summary: "It's like we found each other when we were too young, Ryan thinks. They've made sense together in other ways, but they had to grow toward each other to finally get to this point." Sequel to Let the Future Come into Each Moment, which was my Jon/Spencer futurefic set in 2017.
Author's Notes: So, due to a number of reasons, I haven't kept up with post-divorce!Panic, but I do miss pre-divorce!Panic a lot, so writing this fic was comforting in a way. I started writing this while I was still working on my Jon/Spencer fic/love-letter-to-Panic back in pre-divorce 2009, and I meant to finish this that same spring, but life happens, other fandoms happen, and I never quite got around to reconnecting well enough with this 'verse to finish it until now. So, here: a fic born out of daydreaming about Brendon and Ryan on trains and playing The National's "Slow Show" on repeat because there's something about that song that’s always helped me to write these two more clearly.

I couldn't possibly have finished this fic without witheveryspark -- not only did she beta this, but I wrote Let the Future Come into Each Moment for her, and then this past week she wrote the best possible Jon/Spencer coda to it, No Other Place to Be, which was the final kick of motivation I needed to finally finish my own Brendon/Ryan sequel. xo

Title snagged from Richard Siken's "Snow and Dirty Rain."

here i am leaving you clues
 
 
Current Music: cut your hair -- pavement
 
 
17 September 2011 @ 10:51 pm
Title: No Other Place to Be
Author: witheveryspark
Pairing: Jon/Spencer
Rating: R, for porn
Word Count: 2,050
Summary: Jon wakes up at 8:16 a.m. on the morning of his thirty-second birthday.
A coda to saramir's Let the Future Come into Each Moment, a Panic futurefic set in 2017. (It was written pre-divorce.) It's not necessary to read that fic to understand this one, but I highly recommend it. The title for this fic, like the one it's based on, is from "Be Here Now" by Mason Jennings.
Notes: Wow, it's been a while since I posted anything here. I've been in and out of bandom for a while, but lately I've been in a Jon/Spencer mood. Re-reading saramir's fic this week inspired me to write this one. Thanks to her for the beta, too.

Posted here.
 
 
 
16 September 2011 @ 02:30 pm
Title: Erased Song
Pairing: Pete/Patrick
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Patrick Stump is a rat in a city filled with rats. He slithers out at night to the neon districts, halogen burning star cams watching him from above like predators. Like hungry, circling hawks. He's a step ahead for now, but the city's got a never ending supply of funds and an insatiable urge to beat them into submission. Patrick was not born to submit.
A/N: Written for lifelink who won me in the help_nz auction.

Erased Song
 
 
Title: This Seed Burst and Grown
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Pete/Patrick
Word Count: 11,500
Warnings: Patrick's underage in this, and Pete's not, so yeah.
Summary: Nobody's in a band, but Pete and Patrick meet in the Chicago music scene, anyway. Patrick's sixteen and mostly innocent and kind of confused and Pete's older and cooler and fucked up in ways that just make Patrick like him more.

This Seed Burst and Grown
 
 
A Troubling Of Hummingbirds
Brendon/Spencer | NC-17 | ~11,500
Surf trip!

"Man," says Spencer, articulately, but Brendon gets it, he does.

Here they are, here for a few days with two rented surfboards held together by layer after layer of duct tape and surfwax, the sweet smell of pungently rotting kelp, even sweeter surf, fresh fish and smokin' BBQ and gentle dusk every night and it's so utterly indulgent.

Brendon feels fucking, like, nourished, feels like his insides have been scrubbed clean and copper-bright with wire wool, like all the dust and detritus and loose, lost feelings have been swept neatly into the corner, pruned and weeded and spring-cleaned.

He takes a huge breath in. "Fuck yeah," he says.


Drenched in newly blue skies and bottle-green water...
 
 
Title: Along the Way
Author: cloudlessclimes
Pairing(s): Brendon/Spencer
Word Count: ~35 500
Rating/Warnings: NC-17, sexual situations, brief mention of past bullying, brief mention of past transphobic violence, brief instance of transphobic language, cross dressing
Notes:Originally written for bandombigbang 2011 Wave One. Beta by ohnoscarlett
Summary: Continuation of All I Want, but it's not necessary to read that one to know what's going on here, anymore than anyone in the story knows what's going on anyway. (although I would never discourage you from doing so)
A sort of college AU.
Definitely a tale of good friends, cheap beer, cross dressing, falling in love, and figuring out what that means. No matter how much Spencer's friends may mock him, at least he and Brendon are doing it together, eventually.

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Far From Last
by templemarker

Notes: For natacup82 in [info]popoffacork 2009. With great thanks to minim_calibre for her exemplary beta skills, and to jaew for running the challenge tirelessly, year after year. Brendon/Shane, PG13, circa late 2008/early 2009. Oh, how I miss the days.

Kissing Shane was like--like a breaking dawn, or something else lyrical and grand and everyday.

Also available at DW and my archive.